JAZZ BABY!

So my dear ol'friend Brad and I went to the Jazz game tonight. 

Too bad they lost and the refs were so blind.

We got dip 'n dots.

We sat 4th row court side.

I hugged my Jazz Dancer friend, Krissy.

Brad was the Fan of the Game.

We made the jumbo-tron... twice.

I lost my voice from yelling.

We sat 4th row court side.

I realized Gordon Hayward is whiter than me, 

and that Raja Bell is as FINE as ever.

oh and...

We sat 4th row court side.

//sarabrook

baby, you're a firework.

i love katy perry.

the song a day playlist - december 2010

december 2010

1. december - norah jones
2. love or poison - blonde redhead
3. put you in a song - keith urban
4. jar of hearts - christina perri
5. eyes - rogue wave
6. subterranean homesick alien - kate walsh
7. dream - priscilla ahn
8. silver bells - lady antebellum
9. i gave you all - mumford & sons
10. lost in the world - kanye west & bon iver
11. story of us - taylor swift

12. what a friend - esperanza spalding

13. stop playing with my heart - ryan adams and the cardinals

14. jingle bells - katharine mcphee

15. jezebel - iron and wine

16. lose control - james

17. isn't it lonely - katie costello

18. fading - rihanna

19. merry christmas baby - christina aguilera

20. all i want for christmas is you - mariah carey

21. oh holy night - jessica simpson

22. it's not christmas without you - katharine mcphee

23. christmas must be something more - taylor swift

24. last christmas - jimmy eat world

25. merry christmas, happy holidays - nsync

26. firework - katy perry

27. till the sun turns black - ray lamontagne

28. home - she&him

29. i love loving you - savannah packard

30. the frog prince - keane

31. what are you doing new years eve - katharine mcphee

out of the mouth of a babe

being that it is the start of the new year, i thought it was important that i shared some of my personal thoughts such as "Your love is my drug" is not a term of endearment,

the beliefs i live by, and other 

things i think about.

feel free to quote me. 

People who hate [you] usually just hate what's missing in themselves. I don't worry about people who hurt me.  I care more about myself. The best way to deal with someone who's treating you in a way that is unfair and mean is not to pay attention; [attention] is what they crave anyway. 

A great way to feel really happy is to pick the weeds from your life - the flowers left smell pretty, unlike that trash that held you back. 

People who focus solely on being "loved" and wanting to feel "needed" forget to be lovable and don't work on making themselves worth being wanted. 

if you make someone change something about their life for you, they will wake up one day unhappy and blame you for all the reasons their heart aches.

"i'm hotter anyway so who cares?" - robyn from how i met your mother on ted's new girlfriend.

"Your love is my drug" is not a term of endearment. 

if you half-ass life, life will half-ass you.

the mean twisted things people say come from a storage box inside their heart - right by the box marked "insecurities" - usually someone said it about them before or they (secretly) think it about themselves; when they say they didn't mean what they said, remember it had to come from somewhere, and that kind of behavior is the learned kind - not the innate type.

True Romance is lust driven, selfish, and addictive; True Love is pure, special, and rare.

the empty vessel makes the most noise.

wisdom on an unhealthy relationship: 

[The person] cares about how you make [them] feel not about you. [They] love that [they] feel powerful with you, not that [they] feel powerful because of you.

there is a huge difference between being outspoken and speaking out. tactful, tasteful, and selfless; tactless, tasteless, and selfish.

Stop begging. Stop wanting something that doesn't want you or doesn't know if they want you. You can't make it happen. That's not how this love stuff works.

"truth is truth no matter where you find it; if you don't like it, you live your life with fallacies." - Dr. Gough

Usually people will pick the easiest path when faced with a decision, or they pick the one where they keep the most power (which also comes with smaller responsibility and the least growth). After all, it is much easier to live with yourself when the reminder of who you could be isn't there daily.

happy people don't tell the world they are happy with words,  they teach the world with their actions.

//sarabrook

out with a bang & some cheap champagne

be safe, kids.

what will you be doing when the clock strikes 1.1.11?

my resolutions for this year:

-put myself first

-pay off credit card

-tone up

-get accepted into DOVA/BFA

-have the best year, yet

happy twenty11!

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little fly - firework